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[05 Jan 2004|07:43pm] |
if u havent added my new LJ PLLLLEAAAASSSSEEEE DO!!!
its im_urxfantasy
<333
jen
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[04 Jan 2004|01:26pm] |
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new live journal name
im_urxfantasy
i think i added most of you, so all u need to do is at some point go to yr info page and
ADD ME
<3 jen
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| i already poseted this but.. re-update with a little more detail |
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wow can i jsut tell you how fucked up and wierd and like fun yesterday was...
i picked up shane and brought him back to my house, and we watched Finding Nemo, for the most part. then i took him back home because he had to take his car into the shop to get it looked at..
ok so i go to a kick back and were drinking and i make myself drinks that were gross but whatever cuz like it was alky right?... yeah so we went on a 10:00 run to the market, get more alky.. haha half of which WAS MINE. it was ryan eric jessi steph and i in the car. it was fun.. shane came with joe maddigan (sp),i havent seen joe in the logest time, lol so i let him drink my shit cuz im chill like that..and i gave into shane and actually got him a cig to smoke(bad jen!)so then, shane wanted to through me over the balcony cuz he could, cuz hes big and im small && have guys at the bottom to catch me... not gunna happen. haha. sorry sweetie.. and i think he hates me now cuz i spazzed last night when everything happened and called him like 100000 times.but thats ok right?.edit: i guees he really does cares tho <333cuz he called ryan or somthing about comming and getting me cuz his car is broken..:-).. and hopefully some how ill be able to show them all who "brian wolf(ey)" was then i spent like 4 hours talkin with colin and morgan AFTER all this:
*well like 2 girls got in a bitch fight
*then 2 guys fought
*then jessi chased the guy that shoved him beat him boned out and they thought it was me and threatened my life
*everyone leaves and this random guy is still there.. heres a normal convo with him and ANY OTHER GIRL-- if any one knows a guy named brian wolf hit me upp
him-hey your kinda cute, no your really cute
me-uh ok wow you need to stop drinking-- u have had more then enough
him-well i need to drink because thats the only ways TO MAKE YOU LOOK LESS UGLY
me-shut the fuck up and if your gunna disrespect me get the fuck out of the house
him-why are you being a bitch
me-get the FUCK AWAY
him-all im trying to do is be nice to you
me- by calling all my friends and i ugly bitchs?
him-thats cuz u guys are mean to me
me-cuz your fucking rude to us all
him-*tries to kiss and hookup with me and gets DENIED.. 4 TIMES*
*almost knocks marcuz out for FINALLY standing up for all of us "ugly girls" that were left there
*we get him to leave
*a shit load of people show up wanted to start shit at 3am
*a 42 yr old trailer trash bitch wants to kick 16 yr old girls asses at 4 am
no sleep ihop at 7. went home, morgan and i slept for hours then got up..
haha yeah.
psalm on a church bored not choosing IS making a choice right morgie!!!
i getta have a sweet 16 kick back for like 40 people.. sponsered by mwah:-).. im so excited!!!
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[03 Jan 2004|08:29pm] |
wow can i jsut tell you how fucked up and wierd and like fun last night was...
ok so i go to a kick back and were drinking and i make myself drinks that were gross but whatever cuz like it was alky right?... yeah so we went on a 10:00 run to the market, get more alky.. haha half of which WAS MINE. it was ryan eric jessi steph and i in the car. it was fun.. shane came with joe maddigan (sp),i havent seen joe in the logest time, lol so i let him drink my shit cuz im chill like that..
so then, shane wanted to through me over the balcony cuz he could, cuz hes big and im small have have guys at the botem to catch me... not gunna happen. haha. and i think he hates me now cuz i spazzed last night when everything happened and called him like 100000 times. but thats ok right. spent like 4 hours talkin with colin and morgan AFTER all this:
*well like 2 girls got in a bitch fight
*then 2 guys fought
*then jessi chased the guy that shoved him beat him boned out and they thought it was me and threatened my life
*everyone leaves amd this random guy is still there.. heres a normal convo with him and ANY OTHER GIRL
him-hey your kinda cute, no your really cute
me-uh ok wow you need to stop drinking
him-well i need to drink to make you look better cuz ur ugly
me-shut the fuck up and if your gunna disrespect me get the fuck out of the house
him-bitch
me-get the FUCK AWAY
him-*tries to kiss and hookup with me and gets DENIED.. 4 TIMES*
*we get him to leave
*a shit load of people show up wanted to start shit at 3am
*a 42 yr old trailer trash bitch wants to kick 16 yr old girls asses.
no sleep ihop at 7. went home, morgan and i slept for hours then got up..
haha yeah.
psalm on a church bored not choosing IS making a choice right morgie!!!
i getta have a sweet 16 kick back for like 40 people.. sponsered by mwah:-).. im so excited!!!
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last night, was like WOAH.
there were tons of people there i met so many..
it was me, kim, em, madison, david, matt, mike m, mike, aaron, chad, neema, ryan, roey, ryan, heather, sevan x2, colin, nicolle + 2 friends, lindsy, ashley, ariel.. and like 20 other people i probably met but dont remember. EDIT I REMEMBER MARK AND JORDAN TOO OOO AND TODD
kimmi and emily got to my house and then we went to the party at like 7:30. By 8 we were already partying, and drinking, and partying... hahaha. i mean i dont even like beer, AT ALL, but i had like 3 within the first hour or so, and then i had a glass of orange juice mixed with bacardi, and then a glass orange juice mixed with vodka, then a glass of cranberry juice mixed with vodka..then I had straight shots, OH AND A HUGE GLASS MANOSCHEVITZ jew wine stuff, wow. it was sooo tight. i was suprisingly still able to walk after all that lol. and think straight, all through i was kinda trippin over myself lol
~so we all rang in the new years and it was all good. partied more. haha. then like we went in the jacuzzi.. and it was cool.. and yeah. then at like 2:30 i got out and changed.. i tried to slept in colins bed.. didnt work cuz cuz like people were on his comp til like 6 am watching porn and such. at like 430 the mtv new years thing rang in the new year again.. and then colin and i sang simple plan and it was funnnn, good times.. mmm k so i was asleep for an hour and liek 5 people come into the room banging on pots and pans, so liek yeah we fucked sleeping, and went to ihop. yeah lol em, me, colin, ariel, jason, david, madison, kim, mike!!!!!, and brett all went to get some grubbbb. yummy. then i went home at like 11 and i have a flight to San Fransisco, that im only NOT excited about because it means im missing tomarrow and saturdays partys and the last night of brake, but w/e haha, gives me time to work on my spanish final thingy.. MY FLIGHT GOT CANCELLED
yeahhh
i love everyone
p.s. some guy thought and tried to hookup/impress me by showing me his abs haha, i was about to roll on the floor laughing, it was great
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[31 Dec 2003|02:56pm] |
i just herd this song on the radio.. and it brougnt back so many memories
nobodys on the road, nobodys on the beach, theres somthing in the air, the summers out of reach, empty lakes, empty streets, the sun goes down alone, im driving by your house though i knwo your not home!!..
i can see you, your brown skin shining in the sun, you got those raybands on, and youre smiling at everyone, and i can tell you that my love for you will still be strong after the boys of summer are gone.
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| TONIGHT= BEST DAY OF BRAKE SO FAR |
[31 Dec 2003|12:00am] |
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TONIGHT WAS SO TIGHT,
for one i met colin, and hes great.. had alot of fun with him, and i cant wait to see him tomarrow night!!!!<3
then i went home and Linda Shane and Ashley picked me up, we went to Subway and they gave us "fresh" made at 5:00 (am or pm?, hmm)cookies that were hard. haha, then off to the gym so that Linda and Ash could sign upp, then starBUXX haha. yeah.
We hit up a party- there was a fight- cops came- we ran- good shit.. back inside lol.. wow we got filed out in a straight line-- so ghey like what the hell..
then The calabasas lookout. haha. yeah, good times.. 3 some, 2 weeks be there. haha right. <33
yeah tomarrow durin the day, gunna try to chill with shane cuz we have to finnish some shit.. then with kimmi at night, PARTY..!!!!!, and get to see colin again ;-).. hehe
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[30 Dec 2003|03:27pm] |
went to bed at 7am, cuz i was talkin to colin all night.
woke up at 130pm
now its 330 and i wanna go out before i have to go out at like 7:30 with linda ashley and maybe shane.
thats exciting
new years eve is tomarrow!!!!!!
<3,
jen
hit me up, 521.9532
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[29 Dec 2003|11:27pm] |
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today i went to the dentist, 2 cavitys, ew. lol. then we went to lunch, then to the rose bowl floats and decorated for like 2 hours.. then too my half brothers grave..then to a movie.. haha it was a really draning, sad, and painful day.
edit: fuck this shit, lol shane broke his car... I REALLY WANTED TO SEE HIM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH, i miss him. :-(
anyways i found a party on new years, im goin with kimmi!!! omg im so excited! you have no idea. were commin as twins, lol then were gunna be lil slutty playboy bunny type girls. its gunna be SOOOO sexy wow. lol.
I LOVE HER!.
anyways im out i gotta go make plans to go to shanes tomarrow to see him.. aka pounding on the door at 10 until he comes and opens it so that i can go back to sleep with him<-- hopefully. lol. but haha yeah
<3,
jen.
call me everyone i miss u all
521.9532
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[28 Dec 2003|07:41pm] |
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WOW I WENT SHOPPING TODAY..
WOKE UP AT 1:40 AND WAS AT THE MALL FROM 2:40 UNTIL 7:00
IT WAS GREAT
I MET KIMMI AND HER MOMMY AT RED ROBBINS FOR LUNCH~
i started by returning what i got jason.. so i got a nice size gift card back to pac sun.. then i went shopping at hollister, then express, then charlotte russe, then forever 21..
i got a beanie, a jacket, 4 shirts, and 5 pairs of pants and some cute thongs... wow i had so much funnn
tonight i might be seeing shane but i dont really know, haha, i never know.. <333.. im seeing him tomarrow night, my moms house will be deserted so hopefully sleeping there.
any ways
im gunna go re-try on all my new cloths
<333333333,
jen
mwahhh
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[27 Dec 2003|05:31pm] |
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some how one of my journal entries was deleted, and theres about 3 people who have ever gotten the password, and an edit was deleted off a post... wierd much????
anyways.. last night i went to AMC with kim, i met a hella lotta people.. some really cute black guys. haha. yeah. anyways. kim and i ate with jessica bennett and we COUGHT UP ON EVERYTHING LOL. wow. GOOD TALK, A LITTLE WIERD HAHA, BUT GOOD. then kim and i walked around and i say spencer and danny, and then outside i saw ski and ian!!.. it was a sharwood reunion. hellls yea.
then later i snuck out haha, good times. nice view.
got back home went to sleep and today is my bros birthday so we saw cheaper by the dozen, it was actually pretty good. and tonight from 9-11 were cosmic bowling, then later tonight at like 12 hopefully people will stop by and say HI to me. :-).
brake is goin gooood(ish)..
love
♥jennifer.lynn.singer♥
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[26 Dec 2003|11:04pm] |
JASON IS THE FUCKING BIGGEST PRICK I HAVE KNOWN IM MY ENTIRE LIFE. HES FULL OF SHIT. JUST THOUGHT YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW.
....im out peace
edit: 12:30am- 2:45am with shane and brian. goooooood times.
IM SORRY BRIAN!!!!!<3
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!<3333333333
EDIT: im so torn, i dont know what the right thing to do is right now. i wish that my heart and my mind would just agree for one fucking time.. im sick of playing these games with myself and with other people. i wish i could just miss someone without it hurting.
*i dont want to feel this way forever, and that letter marked return to sender- broken watch you gave me, turns into a cumpus. two hands still point to the same time- 12:03, ARE LAST GOOD BYE. so push the seats back a little further, i can see the head lights comming, so push the seats back a little farther, roll the windows down and take a breathe, i can see the head lights comming, they paint the world in red and broken glass- TIME TO LET THIS PASS, the time it takes, the time it takes to let go, TIME RUNS THROUGHT OUR VEINS, it starts and stops and starts and stops and goes, WE DONT STAND A CHANCE IN THIS THREAT THERES, time it takes time it takes to let go, TIME TO LET THIS PASS, the time it takes the time it takes to let go*
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*jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you, AND IM SO GLAD THE TRUTH BROUGHT BACK TOGETHER ME AND YOU. were sitting on the ground and we whisper, say what youre thinking out loud- tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone, the worst is over you can have the best of me, we got older but were still young.. we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up. WE TURN OUR MUSIC DOWN AND WE WHISPER, WERE SITTING ON THE GROUND, AND WE WHISPER, WE TURN OUR MUSIC DOWN WERE SITTING ON THE GROUND, THE NEXT TIME IM IN TOWN WE WILL KISS GIRL.. WE WILL KISS GIRL
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today was chill
cought up on the phone with a few people
dinner at santa fe cafe
MIKE I HAD THE ENCHALADA DINNER!
and in about ooooo 30 mins shanes commin over to say "bye bye" to me haha.
ok i remember all 5 different dreams i had last night... in order ok
1.discoverd a lady that faked her death and for 4 yrs was being kept alive in her coffen or some shit with this some how significant jacket
2.i was in a hotel being evacuated cuz lava was comming and it was gunna burn the hotel. so i had to drive but we had to get through this fuckin ghey parking structure and then yeah.
3.i was basically a harry potter type person with this tight wand that was all these trippy colors me and like 3 friends had to protect these 3 familys in the hotel from these bad people and it was scary..
4.jason (IKNOW) got a project from papotta and he got a tone of that liek 3' wide paper that comes in those never ending rolls.. and he was liek hold this for a sec so i did.. and then he tried to kiss me and sucedded but then i stopped it.. then i tried to kiss him and i suceeded but then he stopped it. and then it went back to how it is now. but i could feel his touch. and i missed that.
5.i was with shane and then brian was there and we were all at this house.. but i dont really remember any more.
so there you have it.
even through no ones gunna read it and no one will comment cuz i have no friends and no life no guy no playing time in soccer no will power no date for new years eve no one to kiss at midnight no one to share the holidays with besides family.
<3 mwah!
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Today was pretty ghey.
i woke up at 730 cuz i had prac from 8-1030 and then from 2-5.. well i get there at 8 and chris comes at like 820 and theres a boys jv tourny at the school so we get liek 0 field.. from 830-930 all 8 of us who showed up played a 4 vs 4 scrimage.. and then watched chs boys jv beat hart jv 2-1. then chris cancelled the 2-5 prac. tighhht.
so i go home shower.. make plans with spencer which ended up falling through, but its cool. yeah. me my dad and my bro went miniture golfing.. were ballers.. haha wow were bad. then went home.. then out to dinner at cpk. i had lunch there with brett and his fam on sunday for lunch, i had my leftovers for lunch today and then cpk for dinner tonight. ew. lol.
tomarrow i think i might go shopping with shane so he can get christmas presents but im not sure.. either that or were goin out later, in which case spen promised me he'd come chill with me because he was a FLAKE today hahaha <3333.
lyrics to my new fave song.. ENDER by FINCH .. i listen to it before i go to bed, its really soothing...
Here I am beside myself again
I'm torn apart by words that you have said
All in all, I know we're falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep against the window pane
Just like always
You said you like to hear the rain sometimes
And all I can do is tell you the truth
and Oh, my eyes will tell you the same
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
And here I am, beside myself again
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result (RESULT!!)
(We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result)
(We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result)
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Today I got the fuckin hottest pic with these 3 F.I.N.E ASS ABACROMBIE MODLES. omg there goregeous. yea.
Then, later, I went to a Laker game with Krystal and Brett and Brett's dad. IT WAS SO FUN. we had Premier seating and had a waitress and everything. I had a BOMB ASS caramel apple. hahaa.. we WOOOOOOOOOONNNN whoop whoop.
Tomarrow practice from 830-1030 and then 2-5 (wtf?)
Then either
(a)- Goin to candy cane lane with shane--> visiting tashy and my niece (her new PUPPY) and then sleepin some where
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(b)- Go out with Brian M. and I dont know end up (probably) with Waggie and/or Shiri somewhere.
sounds good to me..
peace out niggas
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yesterday was alot of fun
i had to go to a long as bat mitzvah survice in the morining tho, but its all gravy.
then i walked to kennedys to get some shit from jason. IM SO FUCKING SORRY THAT I RUINED YOUR FUCKING DAY, AND THAT YOU NEVER WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN. LIKE I FUCKING KNOW WHY ANYWAYS. IM SORRY WE WERE TOGETHER FOR 15 MONTHS, JASON, SORRY I FUCKIN RUIN YOUR LIFE, AND THAT YOU WERE PROBABY MISERABLE FOR THE ENTIRE TIME. I WAS SMILING AND TALKING TO RICHARD ABOUT MY NIGHT, ITS NOT LIEK I WAS BEING A COLD BITCH.. I DONT SEE HOW I RUINED N E THING. IM NOT MEAN TO YOU I DONT TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU, I DONT IGNORE YOU. IT FUCKING SUCKS THAT YOU CAN BE THIS WAY, FOR WHATEVER FUCKING REASON. ITS LIKE A FUCKING GUILT TRIP OVER AND OVER AGAIN. AND YOUR FUCKING WRONG ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID, WORDS DO HURT MORE THEN YOU KNOW BECAUSE WORDS COME FROM PEOPLES HEARTS. AND KNOWING THAT IN LESS THEN 2 WEEKS YOU FUCKING HATE ME AND WONT EVEN TELL ME WHY IS MAJOR TORTURE ON ME. WHY THE FUCK DID WE USED TO GET BACK TOGETHER AND ALL THE SUDDEN IM A HORRIBLE PERSON???.. YOU DONT EVEN READ THIS ANY MORE SO I MEAN I DONT FUCKIN CARE. I STILL CARE, BUT IM OVER THIS SHIT. HATE ME ALL YOU WANT. BUT SHIT CHANGES JAS, AND IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I MEAN, JSUT WAIT UNTIL IT HAPPENS (FOR EVERYONE ELSE, IM NOT TALKING GETTING BACK TOGETHER).
anyways then Matt (Ice, a co-worker from summer) came and picked me up and we chilled at starbucks for liek 2 hours jsut talkign about whats goin on in our lives and the best way to handel things.
then i went home, and it was like Home Comming all over again and I got into that dress and went to the Bat Mitzvah party. It was really fun. i miss those.
well im gunna go..
happy fuckin new years
P.S. 1st night: uggs and a "matching" jacket. 2nd night: MP3 playa
...P.S.STONIGHT BRETT IS TAKING ME TO A LAKER GAME MOST LIKLEY WITH VIP SEATS.. HOPEFULLY THAT WILL CHEER ME UP.. i miss him
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today i stayed home again cuz i didnt feel well.
im so assided for tomarrow for secrete santa and presents and secrete santa and people.. and being happy and on a sugar high, and DOING WHATEVER THE FUCK I FEEL LIKE!!!!
my cough is eh ok. im gunna play soccer tomarrow or try anyways. Tomarrow night i have a hannukah party until 9 with my dad and then i wanna go out. get a little crazy..
im cravin SEX haha. but dont worry im not going to just run out and get laid... cuz im not gunna be labled as a slut.. but ya.
Lauryn Ostroff got a fucking TATOO.. woah wtf shes 15 thats fucking tight. i think its time i meet this chick.. !!!<3
my heart keeps jumping back and forth on what it wants tho. some days everythings ok and other i just wanna like kick my own ass, and beat the shit out of myself for being so stupid and sinking so low.
but tomarrow im just going to do what feels right, no more being scared of peoples reactions.. who the fuck cares about what i have to say anyways. some one said some fucked up shit to me yesterday, even though i dont think she ment it and it was jsut out of rage, but that was hard to deal with.
Saturday night i have a bat mitzvah, haha, dancing with 13 yearolds whoop whoop. haha ill tell you what the 2008 freshies are gunna be like. probably shorter then the ones that just came in. i plan on opening my UGGS tomarrow night--(i knwo i got them cuz liek 3 weeks ago i beat jason up and i made him tell me hehehe..)..then he got me back by fuckin scareing the shit out of me in my room. but all is fair in love and war right, right. War. ew bad word..
OK well its off to beddy bye.
i still love my ex of 10000000 times
i love you everyone else
i love me.. well some time
thanks for reading..
haha
or maybe not since no one postes on mine any more.
<3 mwah
*WHEN THERES NO ONE ELSE LOOK INSIDE YOURSELF*
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editttt:if i have ever wanted anything more tonight.. it is for my life, my wishes, my new years eve to be liek the last 5 mins of the OC tonight. if i could have that.. wow. id be the fucking luckiest person on the planet.
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Today I didnt go to school bc I was really sick, but i think i got a little better today, and i HAVE to go tomarrow. yesterday we lost our game 0-3 lol. yey for us.
-- for some reason i woke up today extremely content with life and the way things work out, and how everything happens for a reason. I felt completly at ease with how everything ended with jason and i.. I no longer feel any regret about my decisions, cuz this was obviously inevidable and its better that it happend sooner than later. And Jas is really right, first crushes after this long do feel really wierd.. but its obviously something that were both dealing with right now. So congradulations to whoever is the next lucky person to have him --
see everyone tomarrow<3
love always,
jen
.. with the taste of your lips im on a ride, youre toxic im slipping under, with the taste of a poison paradise im addiceted to you dont you know that youre toxic ..
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